i'm so happy i'm sad. lazing in the woods of my mind. thoughts wandering back to way back when. images caged. floating through my gaze. my memories. the memories. the sound of your voices. the looks of glee. those hysteric fits of laugher. holed up in our hole. pipes broken. leaking roofs. radiators busted for the winter. we danced through it all. in the cold. through those nights. all those hugs. all the loves. those sleepy movie nights in. american idol bitchfest. blueberry cupcakes. birthday cakes gone cookies. and wonky cashew sunflower seed chinese noodles.
the space between me and you. such a distance now. taking its toll. those memories,blurred. im so happy im sad. all just memories now.caged. taunting me. reminding me. all those years spent living. breathing. living. the friendships. the hearts. the love. those lessons. together with all of you. just memories. now.
'the world is our oyster.and we know it. we lived it. i'll be there whenever and wherever you need me-wherever you are' - my blessed friend.