onabetternote.....

    I'm climbing Mount Fanispan this New Years.

    For all those of ya who are not climbing along with me,

   Have a SUPER FLY Holiday.      

                          *roars*  xxx                                 

myhumbleabode.

       its been almost 6 months since i've moved.

to move in with the boy.

                       i miss my own place.

i'm.not.asian.i'm.oriental.

 

'xxx'

sat.ur.day.

                                    at home.

                  bitchin' about my bloody toothache.
                                     to my poor boy.

i'minwonderland.

          

               we fell down a hole.

                           and we do not want to be disturbed.

mondayrocks.

 

finally.

a fashion post.

i die. for these.

happyholidays.

waaaaay back when i was a young 'un

my dad and i would go for walks

somewhere along the way,

I'd press me nose against the windows of this one toy store

and hoped that you would be mine on my next birthday.

or the next

or the next

.

.

or the next

.

.

.

that was some 20 years ago.

Happy Thanksgiving xx

                                                                                 

                                                                                  
                                                                                        

walkin' on cloud 9.

so i'm home now and as sick as can be. 

completely bed ridden and throwin' up every ounce of food that slides down me throat.

was it all worth it?

a pictures tells a thousand words- dang'- is that how it goes?

thegreatescape.

48hrs of sleep on a long weekend

8hrs of work on loooong weekdays.

sooner or later - u snap- or at least I do.

what do I do when that happens?

U make a run for it.

as far from home as money can buy.

In my case- north of Vietnam- amongst the borders of China brought me crashing back to 'life'.

thesweetescape.

you know those days when you wake up and you think- time to get on out of this place and MOVE to ANY- friggin' place and you check for bus tickets- train tickets- plane tickets- and they're all SOLD OUT?! Its as if the forces of the universe conspires to keep you HERE. but for what?  I've just slept for the last 48 hrs straight only to wake up to a splitting headache from 'over' sleeping- why is that even possible!?

How is it even possible that I don't know what to do with myself when I haven't got a job to rush too.....where did the rest of my life go??

thestateofme.

Back in the day- I used to drink.

ALL day long.

Expresso martini- morning- for the 'apparent' perks that life has to offer. SOOO darn early in the morning.

vodka redbull - lunch break- the extra crunch needed for bloody lengthy discussions of evolution during tutorial.

sambuca shots- evenings at work,  we call it-  the pre-work shots???

Work = housepours after housepours after housepours plus a few feel good shots in between. (sorry boss)

after work= after party= coffee tequilas all night long.

Dawn- tequila sunrise to sober up-it IS mostly orange juice. 

inevitably- i looked like shite and stank like a drunkard.

 oh how i miss thy.

luxlife

nothin' but the bare necessities-

raw wood framed box bed + organic lace bra to lounge in

my perfect tuesday....

instead

i'm stuck at work ho-hummin' about the fire that may have taken place in biopolis.

which i later realized was just a haze.

chemical fires avoided. 

darn.
 

letsgophoto-shoppin'

 can you spot the difference?

the above photos are the results of my  none existing photoshoppin' skills.

i do have a diploma in design-but.

it HAS been some years back now.

midweekblues.

 i miss my blue bed.

titfortats

                  25 years old                                    

                                                                    17 years old

  26 years old 

and still more to come.......

alazydaysconvo.

Ed: how u been?
Villien: busy and lazy ...
Ed: ya'll have to teach me that one
Villien: its ez
Villien: u're suppose to be busy
Villien: but u're too lazy arse to care
Villien: so u take ur own sweet time to be busy
Villien: which kinda makes u even busier
Ed: lol haha facinating
Villien: but u really don"t wanna rush- cuz...
Villien: u're too lazy
Ed: u seem to have it to a science
Villien: yup

Villien: i've nailed this one.

whitewashedredeyegirl

     the result of too much work and too much playing pretend.

wishlist A/W2010

 my winter wish list:

1. Prada jeweled clasp transparent clutch - for easy access to my crap.

2. a BIG snuggly cardigan with nothing but agent provocateur underneath.
3. leather harness
4. a cake-loving piglet from neverland

you reading this boy? 
                                                                        xx

 

life.in.a.nutshell.or.lemon.

when life gives you sour lemons.

make sweet lemonade.

.

.

.

                              i think it went somethin' like dat.

cyber.futuristic.l.o.v.e

since we started on the topic of  LOVE. heres to the future. 

and. 

BEYOND.

 

bored cyborg  girl

                          the 'loved-up' boy expressing his undying love

 the 'damn! i can't have you- glass is in between us- i can't be arse to tear it down' longing stare.

l.o.v.e

always good to wake up to roses.

Happy weekend.

fromasiatoscotland.iloveu.

                      i woke up, went to work, came home and boo-hooed in front of the boy yesterday.

i felt trapped.

on a little island. 

      no place to climb. swim. run.

THIS CITY is KILLING ME- I screamed.

                       .

                       .

                       .
                       he said-'well. you really should use all that energy on making big money'

.....................uh-huh.

 

                                                                                        

theitaliancinderella

                                                                           

ciao ciao.

been a long time.

photo courtesy of the Sartorialist.

thats what i call 'Cinderella'.

thelion'sden

this photo depicts what my room looks like 2 years ago

all the ones above- i wished i owned at some point of my life.

but really...

life's good on the messier side

still.